February 2011
39 posts
Walk away
It’s time to try and sleep, time to ask god to forgive, time to forget about you. Time to live a new day tomorrow.
And maybe try again someday.
I don’t even know what to say. Thanks god for always standing by me
The crossroads start here…
I just want to be good enough. It’s never good enough for you. My grades, I’m not good enough to make the golf team. You’ve told me that since day one. You get mad when I tell you I want to go to yoga for my back cuz I’m in pain all the time, and when I tell you I want to go to youth group. You may not understand but church is important to me.
I just wish you understood...
Hardest week in a while
Taking you to the vet moemy was the worst. Not being there with you will be hard, and not cleaning to take my mind off you being sick is harder. Mommy is so worried about you and so am I. I hope you get better baby, cuz your my cosy-momo!
I love you
<3
Sweet Sweet Love
You hit my mother with anger and hostillity. All you will get in return is sweet sweet love and a whole lot of guilt.
I believe in living my life in the life long statement of always being sweet, making random people happy, and wearing my sweet smile as often as possible.
So go ahead walk on my family, walk all over me, and commit acts of evil but know that it doesn’t make you any better...
“I bleed irony, not love.”
– Jessi3319
Everything
So far you’re everything, everything I’ve ever wanted.
Clean cut, with a charming smile.
The charm that matches your shiny old red car.
You’re taller then me causing my feet to leave the ground when we say goodbye.
You’re sweet, treating me to dinner, dessert, cuggles, fireplace chats, and hand holding.
You tell me you will never raise you’re hand towards me.
We can...
Fun Fact #1
“When you cry tears flow across the eyeball and through that canal into your nasal cavity, which explains why your nose “runs” when you cry.” -Anatomy & Physiology for Dummies
Secret #2
I secretly brush my teeth in the shower.
My mom thinks its gross, I just think i’m saving water.
Workk
Interesting day at work today. Amy almost killed a cat, I took a semi shower. Cleaning that kennel was definitly absolutly disgusting! Almost got bit by a German shephard. Wrestled with the same dog. Little Miss Morgan got a happy ending and ended up eating her dinner! What a nice surprise this morning. She was absolutly 100% better! A dog walked in the door and pooped on the floor cuz he was so...
Doubts
All the doubt is killing me. Why can’t people be supportive and let me push myself. I’m tired of feeling so dumb. Besides that class is my favorite. Uhhghh people are ridiculous.
Shitty mood bleck
Status 2.11.11 @6:55pm
Date Night. Im nervous. Hmmmmm.
Talk?
Or
Comment this tell me about your date nights?
Secret #1
It isn’t really a secret, but I bank my sleep.
I go to bed early one night then stay up way late the next night. I’m totally exhausted from it and I need to find a schedule but ahh the Internet is so entertaining.
Now you know something new about me.
xo
J
Broken
5 steps forwards and 7 and a half back. I love you but you bring me so low, you hurt me so much. You break me in like a wild horse. I try to put up a valient battle and talk things out slow with you but all you manage to do is spit that vulgar in my face. Running into me on purpose and throwing things at me are memories that always stick with me. Sharp, round, blunt or soft you always know how to...
About Me
I’ve been wanting to write one of these for a while. Just so when time changes I can go back and say thats who I am or who I was.
I like to think im an intellect, smarter then the average joe but not a genius. I like to compete with others in school to come off as a complete know it all. I like school these days because I want to get my hands on as much learning as possible before I...
“Painted wounds, I paint over my wounds to ensure that the inflicted pain is not...”
bleck
ever just have one of those days where you just want to lie in bed and do nothing?
where you feel like theres nothing you can do that will make you feel productive?
where you wonder if going to a super bowl party will be any fun when you have two tests to study for?
yeah, today is one of those days for me where i feel totally bleck.
does it ever happen to you?
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Half full
I still feel empty, but loaded up with guilt. I feel cold but maybe it’s just the weather.
Everyone has a secret they haven't shared....
This is so true, for those that see my weaknesses and don’t take advantage of them and me, thank you. For those that do, Fuck you
Foolish
I feel guilty. Like there is so many things I should have done. I have a backpack full of regrets on my shoulder.
As I sort through them these come back into view.
You sitting there talking about my family calling them uptight, stupid and that my brother is a fagg. I wanted to fucking kick you outta my car and beat you to a pulp leaving nothing but your bloody face imprint in the snow.
The...